Sunday, June 01, 2008
Finally, i've got like just a little time to blog a little. I was super busy for the past few days/weeks. Lots of bad times. I meant real lots. But we've put that aside and everything is back to normal. Time to study real hard for the upcoming tests and exams. As i've flunk every single tests. I must keep telling myself that i've got to study study study.STUDY HARD ! ((:
Times and times i keep telling myself not to think about it or even over it. I just don't understand why. There's lots of why in my mind. I wonder. I really do wonder.
You just popped out and i miss you so.
Why are you doing this ?
Why must you be like this ?
Why is this happening ?
Why did this happen ?
Why do i even bother about it ?
Why i care about it so much till tears roll down ?
Why must i care about you ?
Why do i even tear for you ?
Why do i think about it time and times ?
Why i can't forget about everything ?
Why do i fall for a person like you ?
Why do i have sleepless night ?
Why do i miss you so ?
Why am i so silly to wait for you ?
Best of all, why did i love you in the first place ?
I wonder why are you treating me like this .
I wonder what make me wait for you .
I wonder what makes me fall for you .
I wonder what makes me love you so .
I wonder if you know that you are the one that i think every night.
I wonder why is this happening to me . I feel so silly and stupid. I'm such a fool that is being played by you. All those times when we're together are wonderful and now, i wonder how wonderful was those times. That makes me wonderfully broken. Sometime you just don't understand how i feels and you don't even know that i've tear so much for you every night. I miss you badly and you don't even know. You just left me hanging alone all by myself with you being beside me. Times and times i wished you were here but you ain't here for me.
Cheryl, you're a stupid silly girl who falls into his trap. He's a jerk that don't even bother about you. He can just forget about it and go for another. He's not the right one but why are you still waiting for him ? Knowing that it's impossible.
It's JUNE ! And Click Five is in Singapore ! I love Click Five. ((:
Friday, 6 June - SAFTI
Saturday, 7 June - Celebrate me and ammie's birthday in advance.
Monday, 9 June - Ammie's birthday.
Wednesday, 11 June - Practical Test (important ! I don't wanna pay to re take ! )
Wednesday, 11 June - Jason's birthday.
Thursday, 12 June - My birthday.
Friday, 13 June - My sister's birthday.
14 - 22 June - Friends birthdays.
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